LeAviNg......

~~~today my mood is.......haiz, very down ....dunno y....
i don't even have mood to study, but the FINAL is around the corner, haiz, still lazy like this
play play like this, really no use....
~~~just now only get the news from my friend that she will not coming back here tomorrow, so
sad, because i really din saw her for a long long time period...but what can so since she really
cant back here, so i just can wait for next time....
~~~my another friend (new friend), he also will going to leave KL soon, is very soon.....
suddenly me like lost so many friend geh?? so emo la.....nothing else i can do well.....
hope him can done well in his FINAL and get a good good job......and hope that he won forget
his promise to come back here to visit us....haha.....
~~~exam exam exam !!!!!!!! i really need to study if not sure die ......i cant dissapointed my
daddy and mummy, i must add oil and do my best.....
~~~2MORO start study, steph, believe urself, i can do it.....

cUtE CuTe FaMiLy.....

~~~actually nothing to do, but suddenly thinking of my family, i din go back home for almost 3 weeks d...miss my family so much....

~~and i also believe that my daddy n mummy also do miss me a lot...coz once almost friday that is today, both of them will calling and asking me whether i got go back or not....haiz...sadly to say that i dissappointed them again this week....haiz..so sorry daddy and mummy....really love u all....

2 fEllOw SiNg K??

21 August 2008
~~this is the day that we waiting for so long, we refers to me n siew sin only....haha....^-^ finally we had done all of our assignments except the FR assignment, btu this one will have to pass up during the sem break, so we still can sambil lazy lazy lol.....
~~well today is our relaxing time. we went to sing k and juzt two of us...sounds like very boring, but i untung a lot because she dunno chinese well, so i m the one who sing so much songs today...haha...sorry ya...siew sin....
~~after sing k, we went to GASOLINE to have our dinner....i ordered a MARYLAND CHICKEN CHOP and siew sin ordered a GASOLINE FRIED CHICKEN CHOP + a "BIG" juice of green apple + carrot.....wat is consider big? i cant saw from that drink actually...haha....
~~another horrible things we had experienced today, is really horrible+terrible.....but luckily it doesnt broke our mood of enjoying.....fortunately....pray to GOD..thanks a lot....

this is me ~~AMEI!!!!

dear sister....siew sin....

wow..so "bersih".....

same as this as well......

gasoline fried chicken chop....

maryland chicken chop.....

siew sin bought these..twins ...can hang thing de...

ey..y got a dinosaur tail come out from the jug???

green apple + carrot juice

siew sin is proving that they cant "do thing"..hahaha....funny la...

~~~~okok...end of my journey today......be patient , will be more n more coming out soon.....

CeLeBrAtiNg ....rEy mUn.....

18 August 2008----me, siew sin, ying, ah fai, we go klcc avenue k celebrate rey mun bday at KIM GARY RESTAURANT! haha....quite interesting and funny. Since we finish our course in diploma, we seldom gather together coz we are in different courses....so i do miss them a lot....

dat day, each of us eat damm a lot man, especially rey mun our main character, he really ate a lot....haha, well, he is so "贪吃" , haha...hope he won see my blog , if not i will be killed...

the "六保咖哩饭" is so so so nice, i like that very much. almost all ofus ordered that dishes. except our rey mun....haha....

******here, i m just wanna wish my fren all the best and all your dreams come true ya....happy forever...and hope our frenship will last forever n ever.....

see...this is our "watak utama " of the day oo...MR REY MUN....

this wat we eat..but just left over the saki baki...haha...

this is me n ying...shoot in the toilet in TGV cinema...wahaha

this is our MR FAI...so tall man....but "yong soi"..haha...

yeah....this is me n siew sin....wahaha...sista forever....

********HOPE OUR FRENSHIP LAST FOREVER......!!!!!

迷失方向的我 *-*

每当一个人的时候，人总是很容易的走失， 找不到回头的路，也没办法一直停留在原地，因为时间会一直的走动， 它并不会因为你而停留了下来。人生到底是什么？怎么样才算是个完整而完美的人生呢？种种的疑惑，一直盘旋在心里，找不到个肯定的答案，似乎是个永远都不会有答案的疑问。。可是为什么我还是执着的要寻找出它呢？为什么？我不停的重复反问着自己。。。渐渐的迷失了方向。。。渐渐的遗失了自我。。。渐渐的忘记了原有的原则，该是什么样子？渐渐的。。。。。。。。。。那一道希望的光变得模糊，模糊得连自己都看不清路--该怎么走？

渺小得我。。。

最近觉得还蛮有兴趣要写blog了，也不知道为什么总是有很多话想说可是却说不出来了。。。我是个如此平凡的女生，非常的不起眼。。。怎么听起来好像很理说当然的？ 难道我的生命里就不能有些奇迹吗？
--每天总是过着一样的生活，日子每一天都在重复， 一次又一次的。。我的人生应该是这样的吗？到底我的生命里几时才会出现懂得珍惜我的他？ 到底是什么时候？累的时候总是想有个人能让我依靠， 虽然我貌似坚强，可是我也会有软弱的时候。也需要一个温暖的拥抱，一个有安全感的肩膀，可是那个他到底在哪里？ 我真的好累好累了。。。我真的渺小到让他没办法看见我吗？ 他什么时候才会把他的注意力放到我身上？

EmO EmO dE Me......==

唉， 今天考试时间表已经出了哦。虽然时间好像还不错的感觉，可是我怎么好象还是这么的没心情呢？整个人都好像在放弃的感觉了，很没用叻。。。张美婷， 你可不可以振作一点啊？拿出你的精神来好不好。。。别这么的颓废。。。

心里一直都好想叹气的，一直想唉个不停。。。惨了，糟了，我是怎么了？有谁能告诉我呢？现在的心情真的是低到不行了。。。想要句鼓励的话都没有，错，是没有人能给到我。。。就算是那么一丝丝的温暖。。。就连这个这么一丁点的东西也没有。。。我的人生是如此的“难过”，没有人会在乎我， 没有人会想起我，没有人会想念我，就连闪过的小小的画面都不会有。。。

也不懂在那方的你是否会想念我？会不会偶尔也会对我有些小小的忆起？ 我真得很想知道。。可是我却没有办法。。。知道你的想法，你的感觉，你的一切，你渐渐得离我而去，连头也不回， 我的心突然迷失了方向， 好彷徨，顿时不安，就这样沉沉沉。。。沉去一个黑暗的角落， 一个只有我，寂寞的我，彷徨的我，内心不安的我，没有你的世界我将会怎样？是否就这样沉在那里？？

well well well, this is me! and this is my first experience to start blogging here..so i m nto so familiar with this hightech thing yet...

haha....hope get into it soon...