~DiLeMmA~

at this moment

i can feel

my sadness

my loneliness

as i had lost my connection

with the world out there

everything start becoming

so strange to me

i dunno why

and i dun dare to know why

i am heartless~

started to lose my direction

started dunno what i want

dunno wat am i doing

know nothing

wishes that

can have somebody else

stay beside me

listen to me

concern about me

friends, lover, family

where are you

why i got no one in time which

i need you all~

 

no motivation

no heart

no hardwork

no effort

totally in dilemma~

oFFiCiALLy G-R-A-D-U-A-T-E-D^^

19th May 2010

my final exam result out d!

wahaha~~

unexpected

it was my first ever best result in my advanced diploma

feel so happy 

all my hardwork worth it

BRAVO!!!!

i ♥ my MUM

it has been long time i didn't update my blog here

 have been busy woth my preparation for ACCA exam in June

damn damn busy

damn damn tired

sometimes i feel like 

wanna to give up

but......

i shouldn't have this kind of thought

i should work hard

since this gonna be my last attempt 

to pass all my papers

after exam gonna go bec hometown

work there, sleep there, get new friends there

sad to leave my current place

but i LOVE my mum more than this

wanna go bec n take care of her

wanna accompany her everyday

wanna see her lovely face everyday

every moment.....

i wan you stay beside me 

today, tomorrow, everyday n forever

sometimes i know i am bad

keep on quarrel with you

but i didn't meant it

u are always in my heart

i love you so much

worry you so much

GOD!

please bless my mummy

with ur kindness~